In a world full of loneliness and pessimism, I found joy. I wasn't looking for it but it happened. It blind sided me. It came out of nowhere. Somehow it managed to grab my attention despite my stubbornness to reject any life in my world.
This moment lasted almost 6 months. It was a beautiful one. I did things I had never done before. I felt more loved that I had ever done before. I felt like a blossomed flower, alive! It took me to places I had never imagined visiting. I often wondered why I couldn't see Earth as a whole. I was at the top of the world.
Needless to say, things happen. Feelings change. In this case, we weren't enough for each other. Our minds and hearts weren't compatible. While one saw love through the eyes of a magical and fantasy world, the other one saw the reality of our tragic and actual presence. Life was different for each other.
I won't regret anything I did or anything I said. I won't forget one single memory. I loved every single good and sad moment. I choose to appreciate those joyful and happy moments we spent together and hope that my future remains as bright and filled with many more, wherever that might be.
I might not know how to love yet but there is one thing I do know how to do, I know how to appreciate. I appreciate life for these lovely broken moments.
Love,
A Lovely Broken Heart
Monday, February 1, 2010
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